Friday, December 7, 2012

RIGHT TO ABUSE?


Two years ago, I attended the wedding of a close friend, Bola. It was a beautiful ceremony with the best of music, food and entertainment. The memories I have of that ceremony remains evergreen, Bola was such a gorgeous bride and her groom, Segun was charming. Both really stole the show, anyway it was theirs to do. They later relocated to Abuja and I had not seen either of them till two months ago when I bumped into Bola at a shopping mall. In two years, the brightness and smile that was the identity of my friend was missing. She looked gloomy and her responses to questions were short and had the tag “we’re coping.” At first I thought it was her latest slang but then, it became the only answer to questions pertaining to Segun.
Although, I had not seen Bola for a long while and our communication on phone had been epileptic, her cold response and gait simply didn’t spell happiness. I knew I had to see her again, and when she told me she was in Lagos for an official assignment that would last for three days and would be leaving for Abuja during the weekend, I suggested she spent her last night with me in my house instead of the hotel she had lodged in on her arrival.
On Friday evening, Bola was at my door and I was happy to see her more relaxed than the last time I saw her. While we were gisting after an early dinner, I teased her that Segun would have really missed her, she only sighed and said “in her dreams”. “Still teasing her about her husband when she suddenly told me to stop mentioning his name.  At that moment, I was shocked and after some persuasion, she told me that her marriage had been hell. She narrated how Segun would scream at her, and later push her out of his way when he was angry with her. He eventually graduated to beating her without even telling her what she had done wrong. His ways of communicating his feelings had been by physically abusing her and bruising her emotionally. They hardly talk about things anymore; Silence was the order of the day. Few times, he could be welcoming, and that’s only because he wanted sex.
I had to ask Bola if Segun had beaten her at anytime while they were dating. She said he slapped her once and had been so sorry for the act that he brought her flowers early the next morning with a note reading “I’m sorry baby, it will never happen again. I love you.”  There was no repeat of any abuse until they got married. The abuse started with neglect, slaps, beatings and punches and was accompanied with I’m sorry each time.
I began to wonder what happened to the marriage vows Segun made in the church before God and many witnesses to love, protect and cherish Bola. Perhaps it was a mere recitation. Do you hurt the person you love by physically abusing them? I understand we have differences but love is resolving these differences together, facing challenges together, holding on to each other, walking through life together, gazing into each other’s eyes without hurting one another. I also know it is important to communicate one’s feelings, thoughts and activities but not with slaps, a rash mouth or with your fists. Respect is key in relationships; respect each other’s opinions, body and personality.
Love covers a multitude of sins, including abuse. Love is encompassing, overlooks wrongs, sensitive, attentive, caring and respectful. Love is not a fight but it’s something worth fighting for.

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